"FB"

What an addiction you have created

You must be so proud

Millions and millions of people

In this social crowd..

You never stopped to think

What each of us might feel

another changed relationship status

Before we’ve had time to heal

Oh good! he’s flirting for all the world to see

My heart is breaking with pain

How can this be?

And yet another flirt comes through the feed

And still no one stops to think

Blinded by the greed

And one girl is visibly attacking another

Who backs away with fright

Yet she just keeps picking

This same scary fight

She’s scared to go to school

Afraid to go to work

That’s the effect of the online words

Of such a hateful jerk

Let’s not forget the pictures

Of those that share their lives

Pictures of married husbands

Cheating on their wives

And did you know that Suzie was pregnant?

Well I’m sure you do now

It’s become an open discussion

That, for him, she dropped trow

I’m sure she’s not proud

And I’ll bet she knows this too

That she’s entered a life of pain

So who the HELL are you?

I fail to see the good

That comes from all the pain

So, other than your Money

Mr. Zuckerberg

What the hell’s the gain?

Ugh!

I don’t stare at the phone anymore

Hoping you might call

I don’t hear your footsteps

Walking down my hall

I can’t feel you breath

I can’t really remember your touch

But this I DO still remember

That I loved you SO much

I don’t listen for the cars outside

And think you came to visit

I don’t have the HOPE to think it’s real

Because it just isn’t, is it?

I don’t look at this screen

And wait for an e-mail with your name

It hasn’t happen so for

So I assume today will be the same

I guess this is life now

Without you in my heart

I guess this is me trying

To have MY brand new start

One thing I know for sure

And I’ll die with this being true

I won’t cry or beg anymore

Because I don’t have you

Sure I go through times

And phases where I think

I should TRY once more

To fix this broken link

But ANY relationship takes two

I can’t do all the work

So if you EVER meant ANY of it

Stop being such a jerk

Make a call please

Or send me a simple text

I promise that you won’t regret

What would happen next.

"Little Eyes"

The mirror is just your reflection

While I see inside you

You see what’s on the surface

But why, oh why, can’t you look deeper inside yourself?

Stands before me, a man, mysterious and quiet

Gorgeous, and tall

So serene, and calm

The world doesn’t shake your stance

Standing there, still, and strong through it all

You’ve weathered so much in this world so cruel and cold

You’ve weathered it alone…

Weren’t you scared?

Were you afraid or nervous?

Acceptance is what it seems your in search of,

You are wondering where you fit

Well maybe, just maybe

Right here, with me, is it.

I see your gorgeous, but, oh so little eyes

They speak volumes to me

And I’m constantly in search of ALL

There is to you.

You sing of the hurts and trials

That have come to pass in your life

But you still feel as though NO ONE

Gets it, or understands your strife.

I’m not telling you that I can always understand

Or that I’ll always feel the same, my love,

But I AM telling you, with certainty,

That you will NEVER be alone again.

NEVER is a strong word

And one that I mean with all my soul

Just try me, babe, and you’ll see

I’ll love you, and make you whole

Oh little eyes, that see only so much

Why don’t you look a little deeper

My gorgeous man, just please..

Look a little deeper..  

I see you, my love

I really, deeply see who you are

And I’m in awe

At your strength, my shining star

Take a step back and see what I see

My gorgeous man,

See what I see

And you’ll be in love with you

Does what’s looking back from your mirror

Seem a bit more pleasing?

It should, baby boy,

Because I’m not just appeasing

Your gorgeous outside and in

You are MY man

And I’m so lucky, and thankful

My gorgeous, little eyes, who see only so much…

Open them brighter and see a little more

There’s so much more to you

Than you let yourself believe..

Let me see.

Let yourself see

Let everyone see….

"Father Eve"

So here I am, fighting back tears because of the flame that I could always see with you

Even through glassy teared eyes I could see it flickering.

I never let go of the flame that I saw within you

I always knew that there was more…

It’s different now though, the flame doesn’t burn anymore

Last night, stomped that flame to the ground

The ashes are barely visible,

And I just cling to what’s closest for embrace

Is there anyway to spark that flame again?

I don’t think so

Is there anyway to watch it burn?

I’ve given up

I should call you Eve, as you drank the forbidden Drink

What would be your eternal price?

Because to me, dear old friend

It seems that I get to pay the price for your mistakes

It’s different now though, I will pick myself up

Tough love like you’ve never seen or known before

I’ll make a life all my own

Because it’s too late for us

Is there any way to spark that flame again?

I don’t think so.

Is there any way to watch it burn?

I’ve given up.

You see me through the distance

And you KNOW I will succeed

You’ll hear about me from time to time

And you’ll KNOW that I succeeded

I don’t need you anymore, and I don’t have to hold on

Strap yourself in and watch the show

Because THIS GIRL WILL SUCCEED

Without you…. I must go on…

Is there any way to spark that flame again?

Only you can know

Is there any way to watch it burn?

That flame is the flame of hope..

AND-I can smell only the smoke…

"us"

I’m shaking

My heart is thumping hard, and loud

I can’t think clearly

I’m losing control

I’m light headed, and my vision is blurry

I’m tired but yet can’t sleep

Restlessness in full force

Hunger, yet, nausea too

I can think of only one cure

And that is you..

So I cry out to you and beg you to care

But instead you left me all alone there

No Knife could cut so deep

As you leaving me there to weep

So I pick myself up and learn to be strong

I don’t know what or how

To carry on

In friends I find comfort. Power, and strength

But you find judgment in the company I keep

So what am I to do?

Because in your eyes I always fail

You made all these choices

Yet, somehow, you prevail

The battle of spirits at war once again

I should have known

That yours would win.