Transference

Transference

She’d rather you dead
Than to go on living this way
You were never good enough
You didn’t belong from the beginning
She cried out with anger and tears when you were conceived
Maybe this is what makes you tick..
But..

Your Trans,
Transference
Isn’t going to revive you
You can’t be saved
Until you become you
And then you’ll finally see

Your job isn’t enough, and you’ve been missing too much
She said this to you, and you were killed inside
You couldn’t work, or look, or talk, or breathe
Good enough for make her love you as deserved,
Like you said though,
“you may not know a lot of things, but you know that you tried”
But..

Your Trans,
Transference
 Isn’t going to revive you
You can’t be saved
Until you become you
And then you’ll finally see

And as the story goes
Leaving parts out here and there
I got a piece of you
If there was a sliver left
And I saw in your little eyes
All the reasons why
Your insecurities shined bright
But as I always told you
I wished so badly you could see you
Through my eyes,
But you couldn’t, you just wouldn’t..
It was just another transference
But...

Your Trans,
Transference
 Isn’t going to revive you
You can’t be saved
Until you become you
And then you’ll finally see
The you that’s meant to be…