Nothing like you..

You created hell on earth for me

And I know when I look within

That I’m so much more than

How disposable you made me feel

Who do you think you are?

Robbing souls like they’re yours for the taking

I’m not the first, and I bet

I won’t be the last

You’ve robbed me

You stole from me

A whole year of my precious life is gone

Because of you, and your forked tongue.

You’ll never know how this hurt me

You’ll never know how this changed me

But, I’ll bet, if the truth be told

You don’t give a shit, do ya?

All things work for good to those who love God

And that means I’m in line for greatness

But, you, sir, are getting hotter and hotter

With every breath you take…

This was a road I had to travel alone

And alone I made it, with God’s help

But, there’s that word you can’t fathom again

Alone- You can’t make it on your own.

Finally, I’ve healed, and I’ve met someone new

He’s a great lover of God

And every single day I’m thankful, that,

He’s nothing at all like you.

Bub with an A-

I look into your eyes, and see so much inside you

And yet, so little, too

How can you be so deep, but,

So shallow all the same

Your mood turns from loving

To disgust, at the flip of a switch

How can ANYONE be strong enough

to get through all of this?

You’re a stallion

A power house of sorts

But in reality, my man so strong,

Humble isn’t a weakness like you think

I watch you protect those around you

And I see your steady stance

I saw you care for that little girl

and hug her when she missed her chance

I can’t spend another minute wondering about you

And nor will I try

We’re just too different, darling

It’s a given that you won’t cry.

The thing you don’t realize, is,

I won’t shed a tear, once again

I’ll care from afar

But I won’t be dying within

It was close, but so far still away

It was almost, but you know

Just like I,

That almost just doesn’t count.