My Frustrations!

My Frustrations:

How does this happen? How do two people go from having the most amazing day, to wanting to rip each others' heads off, due to a three minute phone call?

What makes outsiders want to break in, and rob us of our happiness? What do they stand to gain? I’m not sure I understand how one gets pleasure from someone elses destruction.

Why cant people/things just be NORMAL?!?!

Why do I have to boil over with frustration to the point that I could bite a penny in half?

Why can’t people just realize that they’ve reached their limit and SHUT THE HELL UP?!?!

I feel like I could punch through a brick wall right now. But what good would it do?

JUST STOP, everyone, JUST STOP and leave me the hell alone.

ISOLATION starts NOW!

In a world where pink is purple
And purple is black
Where masks, and materials
Cover for all that you lack

In a world where if
I could turn you inside out
There'd be nothing there
Because nothings what you're about

Whichever way the wind may blow
You're soon to follow
No solidity or core
Because you're hollow

With a lack of depth
Inside your soul
There's nothing meaningful enough
To fill your hole

So fly away like you always do
The winds blowing her way tonight
I can sense it inside
So bring it to light

Goodbye my "friend"
This is TRULY the end....

What kind of gone?

I heard the door slam and i couldn't tell

Was it just the wind or was she mad again?

Ah hell she's gettin' in her car

I hollered ?baby is there somethin' wrong??

Thought i heard her say somethin' soundin' like i'm gone

But these days gone can mean so many things

There's gone for good and there's good and gone

And there's gone with the long before it

I wish she'd been just a little more clear

Well there's gone for the day and gone for the night

And gone for the rest of your doggone life

Is it whiskey night or just a couple beers?

I mean what kind of gone are we talkin' 'bout here?

Well it's gettin' dark out she ain't back yet

Ain't called home turned off the phone

Ah man ha this might not be good

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I would have stopped her when she went to leave

But i didn't 'cause i didn't really think what i'm thinkin' now

I'm still not sure what gone is all about

'cuz there's gone for good and there's good and gone

And there's gone with the long before it

I wish she'd been just a little more clear

Well there's gone for the day and gone for the night

And gone for the rest of your doggone life

Is it whiskey night or just a couple beers?

I mean what kind of gone are we talkin' 'bout here?

Is it the kind of gone where she's at her mom's coolin' down?

She'll come around or the kind that says you had your chance

And she ain't comin' back

Well there's gone for good and there's good and gone

And there's gone with the long before it

I wish she'd been just a little more clear

Well there's gone for the day and gone for the night

And gone for the rest of your doggone life

Is it whiskey night or just a couple beers?

I mean what kind of gone are we talkin' 'bout?

What kinda gone are we talkin' 'bout?

What kinda gone are we talkin' 'bout here?

What kinda gone?

Gone, just gone.

A reason, a season, or a lifetime they say
But, I opened my eyes, and you are gone today
a lifetime it wasn't, I guess
and I'm left, alone, with these feelings to suppress

All the questions stirring in my head
All these loving things that you said
Gone in the blink of an eye
More tears, as, again… I cry…

Why couldn’t you just be solid for me?
Why did you go through so much, just to run free?
I guess it was for a reason you showed up when you did
Or maybe just a season, before you turned and hid

I’m a lover, you’re a runner, and we’ve gone round and round
Constant Praying to my God, my knees haven’t left the ground
I hope that you’ll miss me and just tell me you care
But, another knock, and it’s not you standing there.

No one can take away how strong you were for me when I needed you most
No one could have loved me like you did, when I feared my own Ghost
I’ll choose to cling to the good memories that we made
And please know, I wish so badly that you’d have stayed.

But the fight is over, and I’ll accept my defeat
You are right where you want to be, sitting in that seat
I couldn’t win you, due to mom, HER, and your brother
But, you can’t say I didn’t try, hard, and like no other

So goodbye my friend, and I wish you the best
Thankful for these words I’ve gotten off my chest
Let your light shine, brighter than before
And if you ever need me, I’m on the other side of the door.