I don't even love you enough, to hate you anymore...

You know those crazy moments when you love someone so much,  that one sentence can shatter your entire world? The power we give over ourselves to those we love, can be debilitating. It's crippling at times. Looking back to some of my past, I felt like a total humble mess.

But, What's even more scary, is when you get so numb, that you get to a point that you just no longer care. You just.don't.care.

I have gotten there before, and it's such a dark place. I'd rather care, and ride the roller coaster, than just not care at all.

But hey- he caused it, and now? I don't even love him enough to hate him anymore.